Misquoted

I try to do whatever I can to quiet my thoughts, but often, nothing works. The movie, music..anything I can find to drown out the deafening noise of my mind. I tell myself that everything will work out the way it’s supposed to,  but my heart won’t rest and my thoughts never quit. I replay where I’ve been and what’s happened, the turns and twists of our relationship, and still, I lie there and stare at the ceiling.. Consumed by the relentless overthinking that is my way. I can’t remember a time when I could turn off my mind, and I’ve come to accept that’s just who i am.. But when my heart battles my mind at night, it can become almost overwhelming. My head tells me to let it go, make peace with the broken road I’ve traveled, but my heart won’t let me. It tells me to keep fighting, to hold on, that loving someone means struggling and making it through the hard times together. I can’t help but cry in these times when everything inside me is struggling with what I should do...

Often I have seen people searching for love, falling in love, cursing love, coming out of love. But have you ever stopped and thought why love is important? Why is it necessary to love or be loved?? Love is important. Just go into your thoughts and feel .... there is music in some corner of this world, which is made only for you, but there is no guarantee that you will be able to listen to it. Ishq is important because you will probably never get your favorite book📖. Not every cup of tea🍵 will be perfect. Your chocolate drink🍷 may not be found everywhere. Every day the sun 🌞 will not be a little kinder. Every rain may not have rainbow 🌈 Not every time the bell 🔔 will ring or the breeze will flow. You can't shout Dhoni-Dhoni by standing in the stadium again. That long drive may not be so exciting after a while. Can't relive the youthful days of Shahrukh and Kajol. That teenage heart💜 cannot beat again. Songs🎼🎶 according to your mood may not always come on t...

There is a slight difference.... One more day in being alive and not living. These are so many people who left, they are not around. Did you ever feel like seeing them, who just go away? Just go away without saying anything!! We had some love for all of them. There were some complaints. There could have been some resentment. We have, so many... But we didn't say that either. What we liked very much in him. Then suddenly one day the news comes....He is not there. I mean, how come you didn't? How everything changes in an instant? All the same people whom we used to meet often till yesterday, How can he disappear so quickly that he will never meet again. Like a lifeless toy whose keys have run out. He had so much left to say, Had to go somewhere with him, had to eat food, had to do parties too. He had to tell something, he also had to say something. Many things had to be done, but all useless now. Everything left, he left. Neither were we ready. Neither were he ready. You a...